Brian Sauerwald - Silly Little Dream Lyrics

Is it just a silly little dream?
(Keep on workin, don't you stop now)
Is it just a silly little dream?
(Lord, I think I'm bout to break down)
Is it still a possibility?
(Its to late to turn back around)
Is it just a silly little dream?
Say it ain't a silly little dream

I remember sticks and stones, a child's tone
Laughter
No magic bus or disney plus can give me what I'm after
Far beyond the photo books, the reading nooks, and past the
Astral plane there might remain a scratch of
(Me) when i was set out to be the next John Mayer
(Me) when life was a Nintendo game and I was the number one player
And as far away as that child may seem
I know he lives inside of me

Is it just a silly little dream?
(Keep on workin, don't you stop now)
Is it just a silly little dream?
(lord, I think I'm bout to break down)
Is it still a possibility?
(Its to late to turn back around)
Is it just a silly little dream?
Say it aint a silly little dream

So high, I wish I would never land
I wish I flew off to Neverland
Stayed young and free with the upper hand
But you can't run from death or the government
I know that life gets hard, but I can't see far so I pray to god to save me
Can he save me?
I dunno
So f*ck it I'm jumping in, "Geronimo!"
Leave my Nissan as collateral
Red Bulls, blue pills, and adderall
If you need sum'n, don't text and don't call
I'm far away from this earth
Spent my last breath on this verse
When I'm gone I'll know my worth
My songs will live on, or die in my hearse