I Tried So Hard Video (MV)

Maybe if for once I gave a f*ck
Things might actually start looking up
I been through the ringer
Been through Hell and back
Finger on the trigger
Oh, I'm about to snap
I been contemplating if I fit in where I'm at
I don't even see my worth
Really all I see is what I lack
No one's fault but my own
I did it to myself
It's like everybody is deaf
When I'm crying out for help
I need you, I'm desperate
Can't you f*cking see?
I'm broken
Stranded in the deep blue sea
I'm sinking
Nobody can ever set me free
From the person I no longer want to be
Got me crying out

I tried so hard
I tried so hard to
Let you know, let you know I
Tried so hard
I tried so hard to
Let you know, let you know I
Tried so hard
I tried so hard to
Let you know, let you know I
Tried so hard
I tried so hard to
Let you know, know, know

Maybe one day I could be a normal person
No, it's not all about me
But shit, I'm sick of always hurting
Sick of feeling hollowed out
So empty, sick of searching
Sick of constantly wondering if I'm deserving
No, I'm not worth it
Tell me do you really care?
When I'm gone
Are you gonna tell them all that you were there?
Is it fair?
Now you're all by yourself
Just staring at an empty chair
There's regret
There's way too much pain for you to bear
It's hard to have faith when all is up in the air
It's hard to think straight
When you're living on a prayer
If you had more than you needed
Then tell me would you share?
All I ever really needed was a friend
So there
Yeah

I tried so hard
I tried so hard to
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Let you know, let you know I
(Let you know)
Tried so hard
I tried so hard to
(Tried so hard)
Let you know, let you know I
Tried so hard
I tried so hard to
(Tried so hard)
Let you know, let you know I
(Let you know)
Tried so hard
I tried so hard to
(Tried so hard)
Let you know, know, know

I tried so hard
I tried so hard to
Let you know, let you know I
Tried so hard
I tried so hard to
Let you know, let you know I
Tried so hard
I tried so hard to
Let you know, let you know I
Tried so hard
I tried so hard to
Let you know, know, know