Bryant James - Ain't Gold Lyrics

I been looking in the mirror thinking who am I
And how did my life come down to a do or die
Talking to my conscience conversations you were right
The steady flow of liquor battles thoughts of suicide
But I digress beats I eat I digest
It ain't often I rest are you ok I guess
Bryant thought that's just how life goes
I'm tryna duck these punches life throws
Got me second guessing all my life goals
Everybody tryna tell me how to live my life please stop please back it up
Right now it's Saturday I need drinks and girls and that's facts to us
No girl no I don't nee more no that ass enough
Motherf*cker I'm broke y'all think this a joke ok dog laugh it up
But I know all the glitter all the glitter in this world ain't gold
I ain't slow
And I been talking I been talking to God
Like please save me
Like please save me
And I been lying to my people like its second nature
See this is where deep depression it turns to anger
What we do when we get angry we gon turn to whiskey
I'm falling backwards taking shots man I am Dirk Nowitski
Lol another metaphor damn I need some better hoes
Negativity I try to let it go
But it's been sticking to my psyche like some marmalade
Yea here's a song you can listen to all these thoughts I made
So if you're ever feeling lonely know you're not alone
Go find a happy bank and take out a loan
And never let nobody take you out your f*cking zone
And if the bad thoughts start to call just don't pick up the phone
But I know all the glitter all the glitter in this world ain't gold
I ain't slow
And I been talking I been talking to God
Like please save me
Like please save me
Outside poker face inside gon cry it out
Sober Saturday night maybe I should try it out
Rarely tell the truth and people asking Bryant how
Like ain't you gucci what the f*ck you got to lie about
Well my mental health ain't nothing like I say it is
Drink the sadness away no matter what day it is
And I'm missing every girl that I ever lost
And I burned every single bridge I ever crossed
And I been holding these grudges like a libra do
It's hard to cut people out your life without seeming rude
Say these things in real life no never man
In these songs the only way that I could tell you damn