Buddy Star - LOST Lyrics

I don't even know where this song should begin
Thoughts remain too slow creepin' through my pad and pen
Tryna find these pieces like the who the why the when
But 2 months with no releases man I'm feeling lost again
Lost up in my pad
Half the f*cking page yea I crossed out
Any line I had
Every rhyme I spit gettin' Tossed out
Sound like shit my bad
Bet it won't be long 'for I'm gone now
All that time I had
Never coming back feeling lost now
Grab my pen mind ya it went blank
Blowing all my chances like that ship sank
Always on the edge like that thin plank
Talking like a shark in a fishtank
See I'm flowing no aquarium I probably end in Marion up in county jail honestly I might just bury 'em f*cking mutt rapper euthanized veterinarian Said you bout that beef bitch looking vegetarian
I'm not even sure can I keep a flow like this
You can rest assured bet I pack it up and quit
Wish I'd disappear
Had More time to write my hits but man
If this reach your ear I pray you never lost like this
Changed up on the hook kept the same flow
Sick and f*cking tired of the same old
Yea you tried your best yea you Came close
Never be this dope with the same dose
Motherf*cker greedy like I'm Bezos
Talking 'bout attention better pay close
And yes I got some lines for these lame hoes
Just to be expected how the Game goes
Let me tell ya difference 'tween You and me mumbling your shit I spit it fluently
Back again and nah it aint new to me 'cuz I rap 'n I produce like it's two of me
Bad motherf*ckers down to shoot for me
Bad hoes tried f*cking ruin me
Fake Hoes talking how we used to be
Fake motherf*ckers talking you and me
I can flow for days now hope this never ends World so full of Fake clout
Jock whatever trends
By myself achieve this
Don't make me floss again
Once I finish and release this I'm never lost again