Butterfly Haus - Calls My Name Lyrics

You don't know what it's like when I start to heat up

When I hear him, I get worried
When the mad man calls my name
When I hear him, I get worried
When the mad man calls my name

There's a difference between surviving with bipolar
And thriving with bipolar

I kicked the pills when I started to fall in
I hear the voices, yeah they be calling
Still I ignore them
But I ignore them
Still I ignore them but they keep getting in
I am not the deep end

This cannot simply be thought of as a human defect

When I hear him, I get worried
When the mad man calls my name
When I hear him, I get worried
When the mad man calls my name

I Just left the surgeon
Proceeded to pop Motrin
To better help with the motion
See me, I need to move
A cancer diagnosis to knock me off my groove
And bipolar II
Disorder puts a damper on my mood
They carved the foot
Took
Lymph nodes from the crotch
Scraping for skin grafts, heel in a box
It's time for radiation therapy
See, I can barely see
A way out
Wonder how this is gon' play out
I'm afraid 'bout
Remission being a myth for me
Silver lining I see things differently

Tomorrow truly ain't promised
So now I live fearless, conscious and honest
F*ck all that insecurity shit
Silence them self doubting voices
Ain't got time for that anymore
None of us do
(None of us do)
None of us do

So by now, they know me well in the oncological unit
Got an urge to be unstoppable human
And I'll prove it
Zooming on this chaos ball
Called Earth
Baby, death comes for us all
Saw my future during an LSD trip
I'ma live forever, sincerely I mean it

Prayers up and out
For me and mine and for you and yours