Outfitted for leather straps
I want the good weather back
Rain falling, brain flooded, sky is black
And it occurs to me
Most certainly
It might be madness but it makes me me
It might be madness but it makes me me
I lack certainty
Of what I'm suppose to be
Run from the real world, I need make believe
I need make believe
Yes indeed
All of the slipping
I live with minimal friction
Few things hold me back
My ex told me that
Emotion sickness as I
Pose for pictures and I
Clench my teeth and show interest
But still so mighty distant
And it occurs to me
Most certainly
It might be madness but it makes me me
It might be madness but it makes me me
In and I'm out of it on the reg
Cannabis needed to ease head
Radical thinking in these walls (headspace)
Can't be afraid to take loss (meditate)
Can't be afraid to take falls (Howard Hughs)
Can't be afraid to turn off (and reboot)
All of the sick and depraved (mental state)
Thoughts you keep in your brain (deviate)
Keep it together and maintain (eradicate)
But poison is pumping in your veins (medicate)
Maybe you like how dark feels (blow it out)
Maybe the self pity will kill. (falling out)
Maybe you like how dark feels (blow it out)
Maybe the self pity will kill. (falling out)