Crash Monument - Special K Lyrics

I feel the weight of the world on my body tonight and I just can't find a way out.
I can't seem to reason with myself to tell you that everything will be ok.
I keep telling myself that tomorrow is a new day.

Maybe then I can create a new meaning for my life.
I'm sorry for the letdown.
I never wanted you to find out this way who I am.

I didn't mean to mislead you.
I really thought I was the person that I sold myself to be.
You're the only reason I tried and I...

Taking everything for granted is specialty.
I can't feel anything.
I'm so numb to normal human emotions.
I could tell you everything will be ok,
but I'd be telling you a lie.

Maybe then I can create a new meaning for my life.
I'm sorry for the letdown.
I never wanted you to find out this way who I am.

I didn't mean to mislead you.
I really thought I was the person that I sold myself to be.
You're the only reason I tried and I...

This would be a real good time for me to cut all ties and leave.
I never wanted to show how week I am but I can't do anything right anyway.
Do you really want to come down to nowhere with me.
I guess if I were you I'd run. Run very far away from here.

Maybe then I can create a new meaning for my life.
I'm sorry for the letdown.
I never wanted you to find out this way who I am.

I didn't mean to mislead you.
I really thought I was the person that I sold myself to be.
You're the only reason I tried and I... failed.