C. Beck - maintain. Lyrics

Its so hard to maintain
All the feelings you been giving up
But you carried that weight
Whenever a push came to shove
And I been feeling strange
Cause I am not feeling your love around tonight
Tonight, yuh
It's so hard to maintain
All the feelings you been giving up
But you carried that weight
Whenever a push came to shove
And I been feeling strange
Cause I am not feeling your love around tonight
Tonight, yuh
I don't ever wanna complicate this
But it's already complicated
One step forward, then its two backwards
I know I prolly shouldn't say this like a bad word
But the truth came, tears roll on yo face
I recommended that we Uber back to yo place
I wrote this song after waking up in yo bed
And hope the melody is getting stuck in yo head
It's getting hard to maintain
In the same lane
It's hard to miss the rage
When there ain't a rampage
We feel happy depressed
Both in the same way
But I'm happy, depressed
Both in the same day
So what's the point of tryna come to a closure?
If you could never even come to a close
It's almost like everything seems over
When all the least transforms to the most
Yuh
And don't forget
I'm also just a girl
Standing in front of a boy
Asking him to love her
Its so hard to maintain
All the feelings you been giving up
But you carried that weight
Whenever a push came to shove
And I been feeling strange
Cause I am not feeling your love around tonight
Tonight, yuh
It's so hard to maintain
All the feelings you been giving up
But you carried that weight
Whenever a push came to shove
And I been feeling strange
Cause I am not feeling your love around tonight
Tonight, yuh