Calamity - Fade To Gray Lyrics

As I burn at both ends
My flame is dying out
I'm trying my best
But don't have any faith in myself
I've lost my faith

It's up to me to get back up
But I can't carry the weight
I wake up every day
Waste away, and let myself decay
What I wouldn't give for time to stand still
If only for a moment I could catch my breath
Is it wrong of me to crave some peace of mind?
Where do I draw the line

I never meant for it to go this far
Defenseless I'm clawing at my scars
I feel every part of me slipping away
I've watched every color in me fade to gray

Breaking down as I fade into darkness
I'll take my worries with me to the grave
I may not have lived like a king
But I'll be damned if I die like a slave
If this disease comes for my life
I'll f*cking take it myself

I never meant for it to go this far
Defenseless I'm clawing at my scars
I feel every part of me slipping away
I've watched every color in me fade to gray

As I burn at both ends
This flame is dying out
I'm trying my best
But don't have any faith in myself

As I burn at both ends
This flame is dying out
I'm trying my best
But don't have any faith in myself

I've lost my faith