Calamity - Spiraling Lyrics

The relief of letting go
Feeling life slipping through my hands
This is more than I can bare
The weight of existence
Is suffocating me
Theres no coming back from this
Theres no turning back

It feels like I'm spiraling
I know its only in my head
I'm still losing sleep at night
Lie to me, tell me that I'm alright

Beaten and battered, My soul is torn
In bruises and fractures, I'm adorned
Bleeding out hopelessly all alone
Trapped in a prison all my own
I will never escape
From the cruel hands of fate
Trapped in a hell of my own design
In these walls forever confined
Theres no coming back from this
Theres no turning back

It feels like I'm spiraling
I know it's only in my head
I'm still losing sleep at night
Lie to me, tell me that I'm alright

I can no longer be bothered to breathe in oxygen
What my lungs really crave, is to deflate, asphyxiate
I don't know if I'm all alone, or if this is all inside my head
All i know is I just wish that I could feel anything at all

I'm spiraling
I'm spiraling
Tell me that I'm all