Caleb Jacob - Sorry Momma Lyrics

I'm sorry momma
For all the anger that I felt
And all the drug talk but those were dealings that I dealt
I'm sorry momma
I had to let out the truth
Or all of my positive intentions would be completely misconstrued
I'm sorry momma
For the women I've objectified
I have no excuse for that but that's why I've been so teary-eyed
I'm sorry momma
If you don't get what I'm saying
Just let me take a minute to explain
First of all I want you to know that none of this is your fault
And honestly, who could have predicted any of this shit at all
But I want to tell you the truth
And I want them to know too
Not to glorify it
Just so people know that they could take my word and try it
Cause a lot of people preaching peace but they don't know what that means
Cause they ain't seen the other side and they don't know that their grass is greener
See I ain't seen the pearly gates but my brother said it ain't worth the hype
I lost him three years ago but we still talk every night
I keep telling myself
Well that couldn't be me
But those the same damn words that put that tag on your feet
And thrown up in a body bag
I know this thought is foreign to you but I hope that you understand
That my past ain't that scenic
Oh momma I've seen it
But I'm only so damn strong cause you made me believe it
And I ain't numb anymore
I can finally feel
And that's probably why all of this shit feels so damn unreal
Plus I'm still dealing with some traumas
Jt just got shot
And that's my brother momma
Tom was there too
He got hit in the chest
I'm still praying for my brothers and I wish them the best
But that could've been me
And I ain't telling you this in person cause I really don't have the nerve
I just hope you end up hearing this and taking in every word
Cause I understand now
And I hope you can too
I hope you can too