It's generational
It's spiritual
It's a weight to lift
It's the blatant truth
It's the pain i felt
The love i never knew
This life a battle ground
Im tryna make it thru
It's generational
It's spiritual
It's a weight to lift
It's the blatant truth
It's the pain i felt
The love i never knew
This life a battle ground
Im tryna make it thru
It's lessons I never learned
Questions I wanna ask
Convos I wish we had
Chances I can't get back
Memories made on my own
My competitive home
Victories shared wit no one
Not knowing where to go
My pride that's steady showing
Prejudice steady growing
My ego can't ignore
C status I can't afford
What I'm pursuing for
Women money or applause
Reason why I want it all
It makes me more secure
Really what's mine is yours
The trauma was not a choice
My family is crash course
Hazards on the dashboard
Speeding tryna fast forward
Careful what u ask for
Drinking late at night
Got me reflecting on my past wars
When did we go off track
It hurts to ask
It makes me mad more
Cnd can I find the answer
For my dreams too far to grab
It's not hard to blame you
But I know you feel the same 2
Damaged parents raised you
Cnd prophetic scriptures came true
We listen to the same songs
It's like we in the same booth
30 years apart
But we both healing from the same wounds
Yeah thats what pain do
It's generational
It's spiritual
It's a weight to lift
It's the blatant truth
It's the pain i felt
The love i never knew
This life a battle ground
Im tryna make it thru
It's generational
It's spiritual
It's a weight to lift
It's the blatant truth
It's the pain i felt
The love i never knew
This life a battle ground
Im tryna make it thru
It's hard to be a angel in a world full of demons
Telling me what I can't do like I'm posed to believe it
Fighting these temptations
Cnd Vices I don't need
Cttracted to too much weed
And Infinite porn scenes
Bringing me some relief
Just need me some dopamine
Just need to
Feel like a king
I keep
Trying to Breathe deep
I lust
Before I think
Repent then I repeat
Im praying for better days
I trust that ima see em
Looking inside myself
Cnd singing into these beats
This stress
Get out the way
Its old and I don't need it
Its better I learn from it
Then lock in a museum
Sometime it's my only comfort
Cnd I can hardly believe it
This life got no instructions
If so nobody read em
We just avoid discussion
Get paid
Then point the finger
I guess
This my solution
Its on me to find my freedom
In jest
I make comparisons
Its always me vs me
I Reflect
On past projections
Of where I think I should be
Cnd its like
10000 hours
360 degrees
Cnd I know
Them clicquot showers
Cant help wash my spirit clean
But I still
Pour out a fountain
For family I'll never see
Cnd I still
Pour out my heart
Cuz I use it to fuel my dreams
Cnd you know
Nothing worth having was ever meant to come easy
Each new
Level i'm passing
I breathing a little easier
Each curse it gets subtracted em
In that i'm a firm believer
I hope
When we look back
We feel better
Bout what we see
Cye Hear this
Cnd hit me after
I'm learning
Each time we speak for real
It's generational
It's spiritual
It's a weight to lift
It's the blatant truth
It's the pain i felt
The love i never knew
This life a battle ground
Im tryna make it thru
It's generational
It's spiritual
It's a weight to lift
It's the blatant truth
It's the pain i felt
The love i never knew
This life a battle ground
Im tryna make it thru