CALLDND - undergodfreestyle. Lyrics

Why am I reaching out to demons who only are there to hurt me?
I've made some mistakes
I've made some mistakes
Look
I carry baggage every where I go
It's just my feelings I'm too scared to show
I cannot sleep, I stay up 'til 4
Stay up 'til 4, I don't feel the same
I cannot say, that I am the same
I got frustration that I cannot tame
Ever since 2016
All I been doing is adjusting
No I cannot sleep
Cause of my dreams
Consisting of people I no longer see
And we don't speak, but my mind gets to think
We all get judged by what we go through
What's the difference between me and you?
We all get judged by what we go through
I guess what I'm saying this ain't nothing new
Went to the club and I'll never go back
Angels around me yeah this is my pack
But karma hit different so I'll wait for that
I'll wait for that, stab in the back
I talk like I never deserved it
But you keep on talking like you are so perfect
I'll admit it yes I'm flawed
I ain't claim something I'm not
Like when I chose Sonya over my fam
Because I can't stand
Next to people who cannot understand
Shout out to P for being my biggest damn fan
Next to my lady, when I get the money she gone get them bands
You put the ice on your neck, your wrist
I am just normal I keep inside of my drinks
It's just something about feeling fresh
Rather than looking fresh
Thanks to my mom but I figured it out too late
To never be someone other than you cause we all so great
Cheers...
To the good times