CallMeShotti - Who Ain't Lyrics

Don't wanna worry 'bout who with me and who ain't
I could tell you stories about glory, about pain
I took too much drugs, now they pumping out my veins
Yeah, I seen 'em drop, man he was gushing from his brain
And every time I think about my struggles, give me chills
I got PTSD, that's why I'm sticking to these pills
I'm not tryna be mean, I'm just so scared to show the real me
I take these drugs without thinking if they could kill me
I can't just sit here and pretend 'bout what it is
I won't say I love you if I know that shit is fiction
Drugs, money, sex, I'm submitting to my addictions
They turn your flaws into weapons, I keep 'em hidden
I'm so afraid to go through torture alone
Hidden enemies, I pray my brothers never do me wrong
Had to take a step outside myself to see I'm staying strong
And now I need to feel it
Different presi's in my pocket, that shit keep me out my feelings
That shit keep me out my feelings
I take these drugs just so I won't become a villain
I could really get to spazzing, but I've been making a killing
And that's keeping me from killing
And that's keeping me from dying in the trenches to a victim
These niggas sad
I just keep myself from reminiscing 'bout different shit that I had
Had to end another chapter of my life, it's in the past
And now I'm tryna run me up some pape, I'm in my bag
Different money, different circle, different swag
Now, I'm in my birkin, f*ck remembering what I had
Time to make a movie in this booth, I'm in my act
I know they ain't built like me for this and that's a fact
I could tell you how I get a couple dollars in the trap
I could tell you how I'm living, how I get it, where I'm at
I could tell you different stories, and the proof is in the flesh
Don't wanna worry 'bout who with me and who ain't
I could tell you stories about glory, about pain
I took too much drugs, now they pumping out my veins
Yeah, I seen 'em drop, man he was gushing from his brain
And every time I think about my struggles, give me chills
I got PTSD, that's why I'm sticking to these pills
I'm not tryna be mean, I'm just so scared to show the real me
I take these drugs without thinking if they could kill me
It starts to feel like everything in slow motion
Slowing me down, and pushing me out, when I come around
I try to see through it, but I'm in a cloud
Been smoking so much, I've been high in the clouds
So high, I can't figure these faces that crowd
Can't figure 'em out
And now it's the demon in my mind that lingers around
And I tried to kill it, I mean I tried to fix it
You see these tears is falling, but I'm not tryna feel it
Gave 'em 2 to the head, I swear that trauma different
Wishing they took me instead, 'cause you had time to get it right
And all they ever do is criticize
I've been through pain and you can see it in my eyes
Know they depending, you can see it in my thrive
I'm just one person, but living for many lives
Don't wanna worry 'bout who with me and who ain't
I could tell you stories about glory, about pain
I took too much drugs, now they pumping out my veins
Yeah, I seen 'em drop, man he was gushing from his brain
And every time I think about my struggles, give me chills
I got PTSD, that's why I'm sticking to these pills
I'm not tryna be mean, I'm just so scared to show the real me
I take these drugs without thinking if they could kill me