Worst Side. Video (MV)

I count My stars
As far as they go
They look like My scars
As far as I know
I know
I've been trynna hide the fact
I got a monkey on My back way since primary
How heavy was the pen IGCSE?
One second from exploding on some TNT
My life on DND

I've seen some worse days
It brought My worst side out
In the worst way
I never thought I'd be done like that in the first place
Bittersweet, in My mouth
It left the worst taste
I no longer
Let it phase Me
The days I used be scared of the devil
Things are different now
I'm with
The Most High
You can hear in My verses
I'm a vessel

ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّٰهِ سُبْحَانَهُ وَتَعَالَى
Alhamdullilah, Subhanahu Wa'atala
أعوذُ بِٱللَّهِ مِنَ ٱلشَّيۡطَٰنِ ٱلرَّجِيمِ
A'udhu Billahi Min-Ash shaitan Ir-Rajeem

Still a sinner and I know that fact

أستغفر الله العظيم
Astaghfirullah Al Azeem
حَسْبُنَا اللَّهُ وَ نِعْمَ الْوَ كِيلُ
Hasbunallahu wa ni'mal wakeel
تبلغ بالقليل
Tabalagho Bil Qaleel
نَّا ِلِلَّٰهِ وَإِنَّا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعُونَ,
Inna Lillahi ,Wa Inna ilayhi Raji'un

I've seen some worse days
But The Lord heard the prayers
I say in My sleep
Treated in the worst ways
When I was lonely and I didn't have a soul I could reach
Living through the worst case
I didn't have a drop of Faith in Me
I didn't believe
But now The LORD has chosen Me
Chosen Me to come preach

Anim

Tears Stream

Down the channels of my face
Fears cloud survival that we know
Guilt from all the pleasures that I taste
Shame strips My willpower daily
If I'm to Love then I know , grief I must embrace
Sound The Truth, Never lying to Thyself
Unveiled illusions drawing insights from My well
O' Earthly Attachments
They brought My worst side out
In the worst way
I never thought I'd be done like that in the first place

I no longer
Let it phase Me
I used to wish people were more permanent
But it seems everybody got an hourglass
You're losing everybody as the hours pass
I no longer
Let it phase Me
I used to wish people were more permanent
But The Lord heard the prayers that I say in My sleep
When I was lonely and I didn't have a soul I could reach

I no longer
Let it phase Me
The days I used be scared of the devil
Things are different now
I'm with
The Most High
You can hear in My verses
I'm a vessel

ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّٰهِ سُبْحَانَهُ وَتَعَالَى
Alhamdullilah, Subhanahu Wa'atala
أعوذُ بِٱللَّهِ مِنَ ٱلشَّيۡطَٰنِ ٱلرَّجِيمِ
A'udhu Billahi Min-Ash shaitan Ir-Rajeem
Still a sinner and I hate that fact
أستغفر الله العظيم
Astaghfirullah Al Azeem

Anim

Tears Stream
Down the channels of my face
Fears cloud survival that we know
Guilt from all the pleasures that I taste
Shame strips My willpower daily
If I'm to Love then I know , grief I must embrace
Sound The Truth, Never lying to Thyself
Unveiled illusions drawing insights from My well
O' Earthly Attachments
تبلغ بالقليل
Tabalagho Bil Qaleel