Cam Terrell - Hopelessly Hopeful Lyrics

I try to curve it
Can't come to terms with
On my own I'm just hurting, and now I know it, It's crazy
Got me thinking, do I deserve this
Rebuilding love after mine went burning away
After mine went sunshine to grey
Oh my god I was misled astray
I was a perfect storm
Conditions right for a downpour
Emptiness in me gave all of me away
Just admit it
I was tryna fill a void, like
Thought all my adoration on her would bring me joy
Sacrificed myself, giving her what I knew was the Lords like
Giving Man power, then expect him not to destroy like
Insanity tapestry shows a tragedy
I want real love but can't change for the better half of me
Humanity rapidly clings to agony
The worlds definition of love is catastrophe
I see for the sake of love or the lack there of
I hit reruns on unsatisfactory love all because
I fail to surrender what belongs above, but smoking gun
I've come undone, and repointed back to the one
The condition of my addiction has the health of my soul in a bad position
Now my conviction cries for a new subscription
Hopelessly hopeful that you would accept my petition Lord
My petition Lord yeah
I'm tryna turn it
Reverse and earn it
Hopelessly hopeful it's not too late to return it, it's crazy
I've given just a half on your purchase
Snd prostituted the rest just under the surface away
What a love, I was a fool betray
So cliche to seek You after I disobey
I choose Nineveh before I go in a fish soufflé
I won't wait until you break it off, to put my love on display so,
Wait, wait, wait, wait, so
Hold up
Connection isn't that hard to manage
Grabbed a Word, and said a prayer, then start to fashion
Pandemic slowed me down, so now I got time to grasp Him
Insanity tapestry shows a tragedy
Occupy my heart so I don't continue loving absently
Mortality will eventually see its atrophy
When it does, I wanna be under Your canopy, Lord
The condition of my addiction has the health of my soul in a bad position
Now my conviction cries for a new subscription
Hopelessly hopeful that you would accept my petition Lord
My petition Lord yeah
Sin so tricky
Soul-damaging and still so pretty
Yeah
Close to the edge got slippy
Just a taste of you still sticky
So I pour it out
Pour it out
Pour it out
Pour it out
Wanna give it up, no fear
God got me seeing so clear, yeah
Clean hands and a pure heart, right here
Only God in my sphere
You taking space, pour it out
Pour it out
Pour it out
Pour it out