Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I've been in the darkness, tryna find my peace
You know I feel like I've been starving, yeah
I've been competing on my own
And learning how to be grown
But I feel like I'm where I started, yeah
I can't beat myself down about the past
Cause that's how the anger lasts and comes apart, of ya
Not talking James, but I know life is finna harden up
But I'm an artist, so you know I can manage my stuff
So I'm working till like three in the morning
And knowing that I'm yawning it's day-to-day work
So you know when I'm hungry
And I ain't cuffing shit, so you knowin I'm lonely
Tired of these hoes stealing my money
I'm steady stacking up and working on my health
Tryna bring my goals close, I'm talking right up on the shelf
Playing cards that I was dealt
It's kinda hard to keep my feet up on the ground, I might just melt
Cause I be down bad on my dolo with all this pain that I felt
Could you tell
That sometimes it made me heartless
Sometimes it made me heartless, it's so heartless
But I'ma do me, and I'ma be good regardless
I'ma be good regardless
Cause on my mama I was born to be an artist
I was born to be an artist, an artist, an artist
I've been in the darkness, tryna find my peace
You know I feel like I've been starving, yeah
I've been competing on my own
And learning how to be grown
But I feel like I'm where I started, yeah
I can't beat myself down about the past
Cause that's how the anger lasts and comes apart, of ya
Not talking James but I know life is finna harden
But I'm an artist so you know I can manage my stuff
Cause I can speak to your heart when you not thinking
And I can get the message off when we not linking
And I can make the stress dissolve when we getting that Lincoln
Talking your problems be resolved when you start blinking
One day I'ma ball out like the candy shop
I kinda thought I had a lot until my man's got popped
Kinda felt that was the first time that my heart just dropped
But I'm knowing that's the worst way for the show to stop
So I kept going