Camden Fuller - Wait For You Lyrics

Broken
Lying on the floor
Shattered, always needing more
Fix me
I'll try to fix you
But what can two different puzzles
With so many different missing pieces even begin to do
So I'll write this song from my blue wall room
Trying to figure out what the hell it is I'm supposed to do
Did I try too hard? Did I try enough
Was it time or mental health or love or other stuff
I'm so tired of waiting for you
I've always been here
I've abandoned ship, I'm sinking
Waiting for a lifeboat to appear
So I'll play my song, what's there left to do
My two options are to fix myself and wait for you
I'm too tired to sleep, too depressed to try
Too much of a mess to sit or stand or laugh or cry
So I guess I'll wait here for you
I'm here every day
I'll try not to hurt too much
Until you come and make it all okay
I'll try to tell you how
But you can't hear me
Can't be alone right now
You're nowhere near me
I'll try to block it out
But it's not working
On crushing loneliness
My heart is choking
So show me the reason you've been away
Tell me the reason you won't stay
Give me a reason why
I shouldn't just walk away
I'll try to tell you how
But you can't hear me
Can't be alone right now
You're nowhere near me
I'll try to block it out
But it's not working
On crushing loneliness
My heart is choking
So show me a reason