Lost (feat. Holland Corley, Sef Lowe, Shawn DeBerry, Dezzie Christine & Jayson Johnson) Video (MV)

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Yeah
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way
Moving through space and time
Got a lot of thoughts on my mind
Should I resort to crime
Or just get an average 9 to 5
Pacing in my room smoking on the boon
Gotta come with the plan quite soon
Lately shorty been up on my case
She wanna relocate to another place
Conversations with my ace
Talking bout how I need to make clout
He talking bout nicks for 20's downsouth
In 10 days I could have my own house
But that's out, not tryna risk my freedom
No such thing as underachieving
Mama didn't carry me for 9 months
Just to see the system slap shackles on her son
Daddy didn't work 5 days a week
Just to put funds into lawyer fees
In myself I gotta believe
Knowledge of self is the only peace
In myself I gotta believe
And opportunity will increase
In myself I gotta believe
Knowledge of self is the only peace
I feel so lost
Yo, drinking liquor no chaser driving demons distraught
Don't get a penny off opinions so it's f*ck your thoughts
Went from trying to doing to executing
Having visions of the city, I made my rounds like Uber pool
No squares in my crew, adapt just like chameleons do
Moon walking on sunshine no thanks to JetBlue
Was feeling kind of lost but I found my way back
If you ain't get the message you can replay this track
Put that on repeat like a stuttering Stanley
Been meditating so long bout to start branding my own tea
T's crossed, dot I's, I'm hotter than fresh fries
No beef, Not I, bout my spinach like Popeye, uh
Bags under eyes but I'm still chasing after the bag
2018, Y'all still chasing after swag
Handle your B I, SD don't try
He just D O like commercials for So Da
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way
Never speak in class just glance at you
Man after man threw his hand at you
Always turned them down so I never came around
As you waited for the day I wouldn't see past you
Finally approached kept my rock steady
My time froze, my hands slowed so my clock heavy
If I never had the chance I would be less of a man
My muse knew my truths now my hearts ready
Dinner, movie scene, dutch when we touch the green
Never tried to knock the hustle, got approved by the team
Often times it was a dream, grab phone on the wake up
Your beautiful and natural with or without the makeup
Letters, emails, cards breed late mornings and early evenings
While were laying head to chest I can feel you breathing
Everyday soft caress I can feel you speaking
A distant memory killing me, I replay you leaving
I feel so lost
Uh, Hows it going Crystal, Hey
Put my pride to the side, heart and courage up front to say I miss you
I miss you
I got issues
Tug Of war life, hard not to keep a dry tissue
I got you
Spiritual, Mental
Rehabilitation, my current state purging
Every negative to keep my path straight
Don't want to hurt the people I love and move astray
And live a life unfitted for a future mate
Therapy I partake in
Mhhm
Pharmaceuticals don't improve
No money in cures that soothe
My battle is deeper than you imagine
Cause deep down I want you here but away from the action
Life of a hero reborn in the image of God
Due to Earths troubles, I'm fighting stacked odds
How a new found heart feels so lost, so lost
Pray For me
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way
I feel so lost
I been tryna, tryna find my way