Cardboard Carousel - Push & Pull (Radio Remix) Lyrics

I don't think I want you
Not the way I used to
If I don't let you go
I'm scared I never will
And I'm so tired of fighting
Of all this toil and striving
If I don't let you go
I'll sink down like a stone

And I don't know
If I want to push or pull
Pull away from you
But I know
If you only called my name
I'd come crawling back to you
Oh the push and pull we do

Maybe it will get better
After these storms we weather
But if I let you go
Then we will never know

And I don't know
If I want to push or pull
Pull away from you
But I know
If you only called my name
I'd come crawling back to you
Oh the push and pull we do

I don't know
What am I holding onto