Recuperation Video (MV)

I wrote this from home, so it's home finished
A closed innin', a closin' to a slow beginnin'
No missin' the shot, holdin' the vision I got
Broken from out of the box, wonderin' if it will stop
A lost cause that had started the problems (Me)
I'd fallen off with my conscious in progress
I reprogrammed me to be regenerated
Cycle of never ending hatred and had it nebulated
I feel in a cloud, floatin' away but connect everybody
Charge me up 'cause I gotta send this message, rocky
Start for this ending to be remembered prolly'
I gotta step it up, escalators helping not it
A master of disguise, I equipped a mask
I put it on then I wore all black
'Cause I had to be discreet, trudgin' through the past
And I never got defeated, act like nothin' ever happened
But defeated I was and now I had to stop
Couldn't help myself, the danger was me and a block
A box I was stuck in, writer's block wasn't nothin'
Had a key to a lock, woulda got me some luck and I
Failed at doing it, now I got stuck in
Trapped in, a lesson, a message to everything passed on
Down through these metrics and methods
Skeptics turning hella heads when I needed the most
Thoughts interlude, memories for you, you never know
Finally, recuperation

Recuperation, I took my time, took my time, took my time
Recuperation, I found myself, found some help, now prevail
Recuperation, I'm in recuperation, recuperation

This a start to another ending a finish
Partly parted, goodbye and good riddens
Get with it, was wicked, typical youngin' and wild
Did not have a pot to piss in
Gonna be in this opposition
Soul searchin' for a rags to riches
Top division, bag the mysterious
Lock the system, last to witness
Had to cut ties, didn't know how to loop, button was fine
Hungry in life, trippin' no, bit the coin, money I grind
Was maskin' the feelings I had with inside
Tappin' the pages and tappin' my mind
Dealt with the haters and dealt with the lies
Never surprised, denyin' demise
Cryin' to fight, hidin' inside
Bind to write these rhymes of mine
I cannot be frightened to fly 'cause I
Keep tryin' and tryin' and I know I'm a
Sky rocket, my times clocked in
The music is product, so I'm the prophet
I'm filled, they eggin' me on, the pan is hot, so I'm lit
Flipped
The sound of all these cheesy meat heads getting served
Spitting words, giving a curse, flipping a bird, kicking the dirt
Raising these corny rappers, more of an actor
Ain't gonna help your non-riveting verse
I'm not stopping, if I will flop then I'm not gon' drop dead
This too complex for your conscious
No contest to my concepts and my comments
You are just content, your ideas will stay in the closet
I condemn this, my conquest is to compress this
Industry, killing me, no explaining context aw
Need a conference call, gotta contain the convict? Nah

Recuperation, I took my time, took my time, took my time
Recuperation, I found myself, found some help, now prevail
Recuperation, I'm in recuperation, recuperation

The operation is goin' on and I'm in this convalescence
And forgotten where I'm at, I just told 'em off
And they made an incision in my head, but I'm goin' strong
Join my ride at this gala but watch out 'cause I'm goin' off
Maybe I should listen in therapy envisionin'
'Cause I know that I felt like a patient in the system when
Smellin' fear and my thoughts have been an afflicted with
Self control was just somethin' I had been missin'
Then I learned it wasn't (Wasn't)
I thought about good memories and bad ones
I noticed how you never know all that ransom
Can help, stuck in there it helped but who's to blame when
I was in a state, recuperation
How bad vibes appeared, right from the start

Bad vibes, oh no, bad vibes, oh no, gettin' em, gettin' em
Bad vibes, oh no, bad vibes, oh no, gettin' em, gettin' em
Bad vibes, oh no, bad vibes, oh no, gettin' em, gettin' em
Bad vibes, oh no, bad vibes, oh no, gettin' em, gettin' em
Bad vibes, oh no, bad vibes, oh no
Oh no, oh no

Don't you feel like there would be a better way to solve and fix
Don't you feel like this whole world would go to hell
If you were missed
Don't you want to live out life with happiness and all out bliss
Yeah, now I want to never end it and be free of this
Now I know where I'm at