Casino - Lockjaw Lyrics

Seed in the ground, head in the clouds
Overcast sky, biding my time
Empty vessel, burned at both ends
Count your blessings; use my holy fingers
Poisoned myself, poisoned my mind
I'll return to dust
No solution for this sinking weight on my chest
Looked at myself, back on the shelf
I can't keep
Just like you, I can't stop living a lie I can't keep
Time made me complacent, held tight in my hands, knowing that lonely comfort from holding out
It goes deeper than I thought it would, not to be undone
I never, I never, I never f*cking leave
Clawing closer, burned at both ends
Blood on my hands, stuck on the fence
I've been holy; I've been holding out