Equinox Video (MV)

I think I have time but the meaning escapes me
And I don't really know what is real
I bring everything to the wrong people
And I don't wanna take their deals

I get this feeling I'm not really good enough
And I feel bad for demanding the best
When I can't even tell if I'm doing it well or not
All I can do is guess

Well they say it's spring today but it sure seems cold
There's a chill in the air today for the ones we can no longer hold
Yeah they say it's spring today but it sure seems cold
There's a chill in the air today for the ones who will never grow old

So I fight like a kid who wants her candy
But her candy ain't even there
And I don't know what I can put on the table
In my mind, I'm out of here