Catalyst - I'm Not Okay Lyrics

"There is this constant feeling of guilt that eats at me every day
I'll eventually have to go back to the person I truly am
Because living a lie
Will just make life
So much more worse
And I feel that I am not okay"

There is this constant feeling
Of guilt that eats at me
I will eventually
Have to go back

My mind never stops with the thoughts
All the f*cked up thoughts
I don't know how to get rid of them
It's complete torture
I don't know how to get rid of them
Im not okay

Its being followed by a voice
It knows all your insecurities
And uses them all against you
The only one that you can hear

There is this constant feeling
Of guilt that eats at me
I will eventually
Have to go back

I have went too far
And sunk into such a low
I hate my past, I hate everything
I am not okay
Rock bottom was my next destination
Only I can control if I sink or swim

There is this constant feeling
Of guilt that eats at me
I will eventually
Have to go back

I'm not okay