Catchphrase - more than you know Lyrics

I bite my tongue
I hold my breath
So many things I wish I said
My words fall words fall short
This time again
How can I overthink
And still forget?
Can someone help
Make this make sense?
The longer I'm here
The harder it gets
This Anxiety
It hurts my chest
I close my eyes
And count to
Ten more years of this and I might die
I never meant to make you cry
If I never shoot I'll never know
No matter where I'll be
You'll always be my home
And I'll miss you know than you know
If I pack a bag don't wanna make you sick
But If stay right here I know feel like shit so
I'll miss you more than you know
I'm Dysfunctional
From my broken home
And I apologize cause it's all know
I don't like you now
Didn't like you then
I'm having trouble learning how to forgive
Wasted my days
Head in clouds
And bottle up the things
I'd wanna say out loud
I'm better now
Cause I wrote it down
But I'm hoping theres more to this
If I never shoot I'll never know
No matter where I'll be
You'll always be my home
And I'll miss you know than you know
If I pack a bag don't wanna make you sick
But If stay right here I know feel like shit so
I'll miss you more than you know
If I never shoot I'll never know
No matter where I'll be
You'll always be my home
And I'll miss you know than you know
If I never shoot I'll never know
No matter where I'll be
You'll always be my home
And I'll miss you know than you know