1994 Video (MV)

I'm trying to forgive myself for things I didn't do
For words I didn't say and things I didn't choose
Spending everyday decomposing in my room
I'm not okay, but there's nothing I can do

I'm tryna love the person I was when I was born
Hating on a kid doesn't serve me anymore
Sylvanians making stories on the floor
And my mom and dad in love like it's 1994

Say you're comin' around
I need you lately, everything's been getting me down
Yeah, the kid's a grown up, I feel like I'm stuck
But I don't wanna catch up right now

I'm tryna get a better sense of what I'm worth
'Cause I've been on the fence and in the dirt
Taking it easy
But I forgot I have a job and nothing ever stops so

Say you're comin' around
I need you lately, everything's been getting me down
Yeah, the kid's a grown up, I feel like I'm stuck
But I don't wanna catch up right now

Say you're comin' around
I need you lately, everything's been getting me down
I broke a glass on the floor, it was the last straw
It's like I woke up on the wrong side of town
Say you're comin' around
I need you lately, everything's been getting me down
I felt so much older than the kids 'round the corner
But I feel so much younger now
Overtook the month, slow back down
Blamed a child in a daisy crown