Fell asleep in a theatre seat
Water bottle full of wine
I was dreaming of sentimental stuff
Like blowing on Dandelions
Then I wandered into a bookstore on the corner
On the shelf, "12 Rules for Life"
By a Canadian doctor
Advocating for good posture
Who would overdose on Klonopin
Next year this time
I'm all wound up again
Waking up in my childhood bed
Pouring the coffee
Saying sorry to my sister
For taking up too much space
With my little worries
Told her I hated my life
I guess that was melodramatic
I don't like it but it's not like I
Would ever stop trying
I'm all wound up again
On a plane to the Midwest
To visit someone that I just met
Always been scared of flying
Even more scared of arriving
I don't know what to expect
But I think getting hurt would hurt less
Then just wondering what she's thinking of
In my childhood bed
Ooh, I just wanna see a new color
Bend the water
Ooh, I just wanna do something impossible (bend the water)
I just wanna do something impossible (bend the water)
I just wanna do something impossible (bend the water)
And not apologize