Charlotte Sands - Six Feet Under Lyrics

I
Can't help but think the worst of myself when I
Go out of my way to ruin my peace of mind
I'm an optimist but the pessimist wins sometimes
Mm-mmm

And I'm fighting with the mirror when I thought that we were friends
I wanna disappear but then I'm going out again
Am I getting better or just better at pretending?

Oh, some things never change
I'm still at war with my brain
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take?
I'll just keep digging my grave
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under
(Six feet under)

Days turn into nights and every night feels the same
It's hard to get dressed 'cause look at this mess I've made
I sit by myself, the stories I tell are fake
Ah-ahh-ah

So I'm avoiding every mirror, I can't look at her again
I'd rather disappear than have to wait to see the end
Am I getting better, or just better at pretending?

Oh, some things never change
I'm still at war with my brain
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take?
I'll just keep digging my grave
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under

(I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under)
(I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under)

I
Can't help but think the worst of myself when I
Go out of my way to ruin my peace of mind
It's hard to keep breathing, why do I even try?
Mm-mmm

Oh, some things never change
I'm still at war with my brain
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take?
I'll just keep digging my grave
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under

(I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under)
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under