Chasing Shadows - Perception Lyrics

I can't seem to find you
These words scribble drawings I can't decipher from your mind
I look from a prison cell, the windows, your pupils
Your heart I can travel to, your blood I control you through
I'd rather hold you hand and be reminded why
But I'm trapped inside to ruin your life, darken your eyes
I could make you feel the worst, but I respect this golden Earth
And the people it contains, even when they take my name and drag it through the lake
I'm in your nerves, a redbird and a memory
Impatient, looking through the window to your world
I can't remember what it's like to have a body of my own
But one day you'll deliver me to this empty dreamscape vessel
My perception is essential. I deserve this, and you deserve to watch
Hold me while I change. I can't seem to find you
I'll be leaving you now (When you release me)
I can't seem to find you. I'm in your nerves, a martyr with a death order
I'm amble, breaking through the window to your world
I can't remember what it's like to have a body of my own
But one day you'll deliver me to a warm body, fresh and fertile
I'm in your nerves, a message in a myelin sheath
Imprisoned in your thoughts and every word you speak
I can't remember how it feels to be in control
Oh for f*ck sakes, deliver me, please, so I can grow
I'll be leaving you now, I'll be seeing you again when you release me