I don't wanna cry right now if I cry right now It's some shit that gotta come out
I don't wanna die right now I'm alive right now
I trust a God that I cannot doubt
I'm a little high right now still battling things in myself
And I never bail out on my kid I risk my name my rep my clout
What happened to all them promises yeah all them promises we made
Life hit real hard I got hit in my brain shit changed
And I ain't sorry for it
Still living and learning through pain
I ain't tell nobody on them that's a case
Shit I could've got paid
You ever fell off and ain't nobody love you yeah
Ever been down bad and ain't nobody help you
Yeah I keep going this shit get real stressful
Yeah I can't forget you nah I'll never forget you Yeah always got the shit right like a number two pencil
Yeah when I'm a little bent you the only one I vent to yeah