ChelsC - accepted. Lyrics

I really don't know what I expected
All that time that we lost in the present
It wasn't like this, it wasn't like this
I really don't know what I expected
All that time that we lost in the present
It wasn't like this, it wasn't like this

Dissociated from myself for years lived with resentment
Got buried in the pressures of societies exceptions
I used feel so numb when I was hidden with depression
Now I'm real but mostly feel can not leave home without a weapon
Responses to my waves air, I guess I've made a name here
You looking for the lyrical I'm super puns just ain't fair, my thoughts
A thank you to the legends that had raised heir
My message is not corporate couldn't click this bait I'm Wayfair
Music always there when we have no where else to turn
Stay away from cool composers cause up close you might get burned
I'm an open book but pages wrote in pencil I reform
Couldn't care less and ya'll could always split me from the norm
I got community been waiting just to shield me from the storm
I'm not immune to hate but still speak for ones are less informed
This is your life you live it how you want and never give a f*ck
Hiding behind fear will never match your inner voice that's tucked

I really don't know what I expected
All that time that we lost in the present
It wasn't like this, it wasn't this
I really don't know what I expected
All that time that we lost in the present
It wasn't like this, it wasn't like this

It wasn't like this, cause now people holding doors
If you knew me from the past then we have never met before
But the thorns came with roses into bass the soul is poured
And they only throwing shade when they hear waves of yours are roaring
I been getting bored with all the f*cking hate inside the world
I might disconnect until the love can really help me flourish
Respect yourself first bitch, then watch the growth spurt switch
I'm popping in two worlds like a metaverse, cool twist
I don't know the means, but when I set off with a dream
Four years ago exceed the wildest corners of belief
No one's without vices so it seems
Progress is a novelty
I hope I make it to the age where I can scream get off my property
Honestly I rap because because the breathing stops the trauma peaks
Combine that with the passion and it seems no body's stopping me
Clock a beat, rap around in circles but so far from peak
If I'm a threat now then bow down it's getting really deep

I really don't know what I expected
All that time that we lost in the present
It wasn't like this, it wasn't like this
I really don't know what I expected
All that time that we lost in the present
It wasn't like this, it wasn't like this