ChelsC - I am the 1 percent Lyrics

I am the one percent that escaped abusive cycles
I woke up to myself without the drugs I'm in a fight mood
An empath that will gravitate towards those that want to fight you
I was in the 99 but I looked harder at the menu

Friendships aquantainces relation situationships
All were so familiar caused me pain angst and achiness
Now that I'm awake I googled love I don't know what that is
It ain't the pain the comes with hate shame anger violence
How could you do me like that
I thought you were supposed to protect me
You set me up to chase carbon copies of the enemy
It's hard to keep relationships what if I can not mend me
And I never form a bond or find a person to befriend me
It's good to be awake but it's really f*cking scary
I can't believe I trusted these abusers with these very
Intimate experiences to have them used against me
And for me to act the bully makes me sick its so upsetting

I am the one percent that escaped abusive cycles
I woke up to myself without the drugs I'm in a fight mood
An empath that will gravitate towards those that want to fight you
I was in the 99 but I looked harder at the menu

Love is not pain love is not for gain love is not conditional it sticks around remains
Love is not hate love is not scapegoating on the vulnerable just so you can get your way
This had left me skewed paranoid obtuse
Psychosis PTSD are the relics of my truth
I thought it was identity that hurt me from my youth
But now I'm an adult I see it's you you you and you
I thought the world had silenced all my most innate desires
But immediate surroundings much more painful than a fire
A helpless little kid learned to fight just an outlier
So no wonder rap had felt at home angry men inspired
I'd like to think that no one is to broken to feel love
I set upon this healing journey no matter how tough
Vulnerability is a strength that no one takes away
But selectiveness is smarter and this music shit gone pay yea

I am the one percent that escaped abusive cycles
I woke up to myself without the drugs I'm in a fight mood
An empath that will gravitate towards those that want to fight you
I was in the 99 but I looked harder at the menu