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My father's at the doctor again
And he won't admit that there is something going on with him
He left my brother's graduation, he just couldn't take it, his demons got a hold of him

You're saying things that I already know
I never learned to live beside the things I know I can't control
Now my defining trait is anxious, and swearing people hate me
And too quickly letting go

And I have a Violet disposition, I'll be alright, I've been conditioned
To love with hesitation, To love with hesitation

I never meant to cry in front of you
I just realized that there was no one left for me to run to
But all you offered me was silence, and mild reassurance
Yeah you really let me down this time

And I have a Violet disposition, I'll be alright, I've been conditioned
To love with hesitation, To love with hesitation

My father's at the doctor again
And he won't admit that there is something going on with him
I waited for a while, I faked another smile, took a deep breath
And held it in