Father forgive me for keeping secrets, I feel
It's time to talk about my past
Just thinking back brings me chills
Remember when I started college
Never asked you for something
Ain't ever asked you for nothing
I earned it all on my own
Frequent trips from out the states
I need a break from my home
Outta reach, retaining peace
Service collapsed on my phone
Felt elated, needed loneliness
To fill my soul with holiness
Hear voices in my skully
Hippocampus feeling nully-ish
Need a quiet place
So I can think again
After so much, look around
And I'm my only friend
Please just keep it real
Cuz I cannot pretend
Calm on the surface
In my insides hard to hold it in
Where I come from
Made who I am now
No matter Up/Downs
Will never stand down
Cut the circumference
From who I stand round
You let the time pass
Watch who gone stay round
Demons deep inside
They took control over my mind
Too much pride to ask for guidance
F*ck it, try another time
Up selling, this arsenic
Cross bonds in it, still authentic
12 On me, my palms sweating
Kept calm really, my balls heavy
I'll let em' sag
10 Years weighed out in bags
My goals on chasing paper
Won't waste time on chasing ass
But it won't fill the void
I'm hearing voices
Evil spirits I inherit
Things I can't avoid, can't avoid
Need a quiet place
So I can think again
After so much, look around
And I'm my only friend
Please just keep it real
Cuz I cannot pretend
Calm on the surface
In my insides hard to hold it in
Where I come from
Made who I am now
No matter Up/Downs
Will never stand down
Cut the circumference
From who I stand round
You let the time pass
Watch who gone stay round
Dark place, need embrace of sunshine
Heart breaks, thru the rain see sunlight
No excuses, I'll be just fine
Thru my music, live my best life
Where I come from
Made who I am now
No matter Up/Downs
Will never stand down
Cut the circumference
From who I stand round
You let the time pass
Watch who gone stay round
Watch who gone stay round
Watch who gone stay round
Watch who gone stay round
Who gone stay round