Yeah
I'm at my cousin apartment
He lending me this shit until I get my shit together
Told me I ain't even gotta pay him
I just pack up all my other shit
Out my other sister house
Still holding on strong
Seems like I'm never good enough & it ain't hard to tell
Yeah uh
Seems like I'm never good enough & it ain't hard to tell
Yeah
Look
Seems like I'm never good enough
& it ain't hard to tell
F*ck being willing
Cause my kindness
It just ain't for sell
Know if The Lord is with me
Devil can never injure me
Make sure I finish
In this life
Before it finish me
Been feeling good
As of late
I Can't get ahead of myself
The slightest inconvenience
Make me feel a shell of myself
I'm pessimistic
23 year old with problems
Bottled emotions
But it's hard liquor that spill up out em
Can't tell a soul
Bout how I handle
I don't fear your judgement
I just can't tell
If mentally
You in a space
To comprehend me as well
Cause everybody
Go through shit
That's just the way it turns
You gotta crawl
Before you stumble
That's the way you learn
Thinking about it
I had stood up
Before I ever tried
Testament
To all the Leo's
With the greatest pride
Humble myself
Before The Lord
Cause I could never hide
Agony of defeat
The second I cross the finish line
Seems like I'm never good enough It ain't hard to tell
Yeah
Seems like I'm never good enough It ain't hard to tell
Yeah
Look
My mind won't rest
My heart is heavy
Intentions were pure
I scroll on my phone
Love the attention
I love the allure
I'm asking myself
Asking my niggas
Asking The Lord
Is what I'm tryna achieve
Truly ever meant for me
All this timing
I done put in
I ain't even got a foot in
Enough to make a nigga
Wanna tap out & quit
That's just the rap side
Adulting on some whole other shit
It's even harder to confront it
& make a song out of it
Cause I been dealing
With anxiety for a while
Grieving the death
Of my father
Seeking the comfort
From momma
While she's like 600 plus away
& that's in miles
Everyday it's getting harder & harderTo find a smile
But still I'm keeping on
Because my faith is strong
I came through too much
To let the devil think he won
Seem like it's blessings
Then a challenge
Big enough to tip the balance
& just to keep the faith in God
Is even harder hone
Seems like I'm never good enough and it ain't hard to tell
Yeah yeah
Yeah
Seems like I'm never good enough and it ain't hard to tell
Yeah