I can't help the hunger
Or to wonder
If I still really love her
Or if I'm just missin' her
Wishin' I were kissin' her
I swear I'm goin' insane
From the thoughts that never stop
So I'll just smoke another strain of pot
'Cause it's all I got left
For as long as I've got breath
Still tryin' to stop death from occurrin'
Remember when you were swervin'
And I was yellin'
Memories blurrin'
But I can still tell when it's over
And that's why I'm never sober
Lookin' for some better closure
But I'd bet all my money to bet it's over
I swear that no one was ever closer
To really makin' me wish I wasn't livin'
You told me that you felt, that day
Like you was in prison
Although I was the one locked away
From all the love that wasn't given
It's crazy how I wouldn't listen
Now I know I shouldn't have been pissed when
You did the same to me
And now it all seems so strange to me
Looking around where we used to stay
Listenin' to the rain
And all the pain it brings
Not much has changed you see
From the day you came to me
Like a gift or a curse
And now it's plain to see
That without you in my life
I'll be remaining free
I said
Like a gift or a curse
And now it's plain to see
That without you in my life
I'll be remaining free