Chris Booth - Purpose Lyrics

About f*ckin' time I did something around here

Been feeling lazier than the week's end
I don't think that I'm worth saving but
One more time I could write a song
But I already know it'll take too long
Here I go with my shit again
Talking 'bout problems, never fixing them
Every time that I think I do
It comes right back around, man I promise you
Don't know how to lift myself out
Weight vest on, and it's holding me down
My head space is full of clouds
And everything that I love gets washed out

Let me go, I don't know if it's worth it
Honestly, I don't even know who I'm here to service
Lord
Is it You?
Maybe not, but I'm gonna do
Everything He designed me to
I mean at least I'm trying to like I gotta prove
My worth
And Heaven knows I don't come first
But I need some help staying out the dirt
'Cuz every day is like a new challenge to convert

My mind's hazier since I came in
This town is proof that we're all the same and now
Every time that I stay too long
I feel homesick when I'm finally gone
Here I go with my shit again
People show me love and I'm ignorant
Every time that they give me praise
I fall right back in my selfish ways
Don't know how to make them all proud
Self-awareness is holding me down
My head space is void of sound
And everything that I love is way too loud

Let me go
I don't know if I'm worth it
Honestly I don't even know if I meet their purpose
Lord
Is it true?
Maybe not, but I'm gonna do
Everything He designed me to
I mean at least I'm trying to like I gotta prove
My worth
And Heaven knows I don't come first
But I need some help staying out the dirt
'Cuz every day is like a new challenge to convert