Chris Nine - suffocating Lyrics

Keep skipping through my mind once or twice
While I lie here and sit in my bed alone
You remind me of the price of my mind
These fairy tales
Dreams we could grow old

You don't need me
My breath is so constricted

I think I'm all alone

I feel alone each day is the same
I can't complain I'm suffocating
The worlds engulfing me
I honestly don't feel like me
We're done.

Think I'm over this lifetime
The words I can't find
Searching for my own way out.

I dread selfish feeling
Overtakes me
Makes me wanna breathe

I'm just flipping through the times in my life
Where your words didn't cut through sinew and bone
You don't care about the loss of a life
You're empty stares
Dreams of calling home

You don't believe me
Why don't you speak this instant

That's why you're all alone

I feel alone each day is the same
I can't complain I'm suffocating
The worlds engulfing me
I honestly don't feel like me
We're done.

Think I'm over this lifetime
The words I can't find
Searching for my own way out.

I dread selfish feeling
Overtakes me
Makes me wanna breathe

Don't cry
Your eyes they lie
Dead inside
Constrict
Bind

Why lie
Nothing inside
Broken they find
Breathe new life

Gnash teeth with teeth your arm in arm
Swords don't swing at cowards
Start the race
It's ticking down
The end of this chapter

Don't please please we're done we're done
We don't martyr classists

Thrash and scream
Your mother's machine
I hope you find disaster

I feel alone each day is the same
I can't complain I'm suffocating
The worlds engulfing me
I honestly don't feel like me
We're done.

Think I'm over this lifetime
The words I can't find
Searching for my own way out.

I dread selfish feeling
Overtakes me
Makes me wanna breathe