It hurts so fucking much Video (MV)

Please don't lie to my face
"Time heals everything" but here I am, still a mess
Don't know what I'm doing
Will I ever get some rest?
It's so painful, I'm so useless

I I I iiiiii I feel like I will diiiiiiiieee
I swear that's not a liiieeeeeeee
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my mind

But IIIIIIIII I'm shaking inside
"But it's ok, I'm fine"
It's overwhelming, It tears me apart

It hurts so f*cking much
It hurts so f*cking much
It hurts so f*cking much
It hurts so f*cking much

Even if our time was the best
I knew I could not have you
But I still had hope, I guess
Everything you said to me
Is stuck in my head and I can't
Can't handle it, and I must confess

I was living the sweetest lie
Now there are tears I can't dry
I love you too much, you're stuck in my mind and

It hurts so f*cking much
It hurts so f*cking much
It hurts so f*cking much
It hurts so f*cking much