I wonder who I lie to more
Me or you
Blurred the lines so much
Tell me what's really the truth
Do I love you
Or love the idea
Head visions
Getting clearer
Need to face the facts in the mirror
I hold you hostage
For my benefit
I got you where I want you
Call me selfish
You want all or nothing
But I won't give that up
You need all or nothing
I give you just enough
You want all or nothing
And you deserve that
You give all or nothing
But I won't give that back
I hold you hostage
For my benefit
I got you where I want you
Call me selfish
I really want to settle down
I'm not ready for change
I get lonely
But I'm fine with things staying the same
I don't need you
I need the idea
I not ready to commit to ya
I'm difficult call me an enigma
I hold you hostage
For my benefit
Got you where I want you
Call me selfish
You want all or nothing
But I won't give that up
You need all or nothing
I give you just enough
You want all or nothing
And you deserve that
You give all or nothing
But I won't give that back
I hold you hostage
For my benefit
Got you where I want you
Call me selfish
I'm selfish but I don't mean harm
Really
My walls are up heart on my arm
Can you heal me
I hold you close for the attention
I really build a real connection
Pain is never the intention
I hold you hostage
For my benefit
Got you where I want you
Call me selfish