Ciel - holy ghost (feat. thebreathingbackwards) Lyrics

I'm always running my mouth
And never thinking of you
Not good at thinking it through
Don't want this fear to consume
The thoughts in my head
I'm f*cking trying my best
I know you don't think I am
But there's a lot in my chest

And you don't know
These feelings like I do
I swear the pain is nothing new
And you don't know
When I'm with you I feel the most
It's time I face the holy ghost

I'm so sorry it's not perfect anymore
But I'm holding on to how I hurt before
And I'm sorry it's not how it used to be
I can't help you, I can barely help me
Try harder, I know it's all that I can give
My martyr, I'll bury myself just to let you live

And you don't know
These feelings like I do
I swear the pain is nothing new
And you don't know
When I'm with you I feel the most
It's time I face the holy ghost