Cinderella-Man - On My Mind (feat. Thoughts) Lyrics

I'm standing at the bridge only for one wish
Only for a kiss the only thing I miss
You might think I'm full of shit
I think your full of piss
Don't take it as a diss
But listen close to this
If I'm so wrong how could you listen all night long
If revenge is such a crime why does it seem like my life
Get hurt do them like they did you n feel alright
Okay now listen close I don't even want to get too close
All the pain and sadness choked up my throat
All the thoughts of madness just get smoked
Out of all the things on my mind there's one thing every time
Cuts like a knife I think I'll be alright
Wishing you could be mine
Now your on my mind

On my mind
One last time
On my mind
One last time

Forget what what was said forget what I wrote
Why this shit ends maybe only god knows
I can't bother contemplating or even think of understating
Finding myself feels amazing at war with myself f*cking hating
Jealousy infidelity
Envy cheating beatings envy and to A G they be the same thing
I don't think you'll out last I was brought up by OutKast
Leave the pieces on the floor and run out the door fast
I'm sorry to the ones iv hurt in the past with the things I've done
But I'm not going out like a setting sun
Needle and the damage done cut the rope I won't hang
But if I ever get a pistol I'm gonna go out with a bang

On my mind
One last time
On my mind
One last time

(Thoughts)
For just this one last time, you're on my mind
But it's not to berate you or tell you I hate you
I'm not that man anymore, no longer conflicted and torn
The pain you gave me was a pain of my own design
When you left I could've removed the rope but instead I abandoned hope
Took the jump thinking I couldn't cope I was on a slippery slope, but that's no excuse
I was a victim to my own misuse
Bye-bye to our youth
I threw mine away being sad and angry you threw yours away loving a boy, tired and empty
I'll just have to find consolation in the fact that boy is erased...
And the man before you stands in his place
I'm sorry
I pray you find that peace I couldn't help you achieve
Lord knows you deserve it's grace
Forever yours til the end of time and space Thoughts

On my mind
One last time
On my mind
One last...