CJ_planz - Hard ways Lyrics

I'm in love with you
Will you bring me back to you
All the things you do
I think it's time to go
Every day I'm stepping by, I feel like adios
I know I just got the same feelings I feel inside my mind
Every day I'm up to climb, yeah
Do you really think the same

Would you come over my way
This is suicide notice, this will be my last note, my last song
Every single day, I'm demons fighting inside my mind
Every single day, I'ma shoot it, I'ma face it

Skeletons are hiding inside of my closet
The secrets that I hide, yeah, they'll never be unrevealed
Don't ever f*ck with me, I don't know how to heal
I know I'm broken, know I'm broken, I know I'm scarred, yeah

Yeah, pain in my chest, I know that's heartbreak
Yeah, smoke in my lungs, I hope it's heartache
Every single day, I know my mind's just racing
Every single day, I know you wanna face it

I'm in love with you
Singing this song before I close my eyes
Will you bring me back to you
Writing these melodies

The pain that we wrote is equivalent to fame
Before you nail the coffin shut, you better say goodbyes
Don't ever cry at my grave, I know that's supervised
A grown man should never cry, that's what I've been taught

I never have emotional feelings, yeah, my mind's just dry
It's like my mind and my heart is controlled, where with the strings
Is God just playing these games? I'm with these diamond rings
I'ma walk it down this lonely path alone

All the way down this road and I don't know where to go right now, ay
The path is violent, it actually is a little mad at me
And even though it's lobotomizing, I actually, ay
I need my mind to be restrict from myself

My mind is like a dictionary, I don't need help, yeah
Music is my therapy and music is my passion
I've been writing these songs day and night, it's all my options, yeah
And it's all my options, yeah, ay, yeah