I'd rather not be alone
With all my thoughts bouncing off the walls
Wish I could let it go
And run away from it all
Cause I'm lower than low right now
Wanna sleep better
Wanna breathe better
Wanna be better
But I don't
Wanna sleep better
Wanna breathe better
Wanna be better
Wanna scream until there's nothing
Sometimes I wish I didn't feel at all
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Sometimes wish I could stop the chemicals
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I can't deal with the feelings
Don't wanna heal it
Don't wanna laugh don't wanna cry
Sometimes wish I could stop the chemicals
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I'd rather just numb the pain
Even if it numbs the happiness
Disconnect from my brain
And run away from it all
Cause I'm lower than low right now
Wanna sleep better
Wanna breathe better
Wanna be better
But I don't
Wanna sleep better
Wanna breathe better
Wanna be better
Wanna scream until there's nothing
Sometimes I wish I didn't feel at all
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Sometimes wish I could stop the chemicals
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I can't deal with the feelings
Don't wanna heal it
Don't wanna laugh don't wanna cry
Sometimes wish I could stop the chemicals
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