Cold Hearts - Victimizer (feat. John Matalone) Lyrics

Not gonna lie I'm f*cked up inside
Wishing all these feelings would just subside
But they won't
So slit my throat
I'm beginning to give up all hope

I hope you choke on the false reality of what you've become
Standing alone next to none

So f*cking toxic
I think I've lost it
I can't even fall asleep in my bed
These demons lurking in my head

Here I am opening myself again
Just to see if I'm even human
I've made a vow to never f*cking sin again
I'm too weak to speak out
I'm just the victim

Over and over again
I think I've lost the only part that mattered
Over and over again
Bound to an anchor of my mistakes

All I know is that I hate everything
I've had enough and I'm headed straight for hell
Put me under your spell take me straight to hell

I am under your spell
A worthless fail
I'll make you my victim