Conveyer - Nothing Lyrics

I'll never be good enough
I'll just hang my head while smiles grace your faces like you understand
But you don't know all the struggles that I face
All the burdens on my plate; all the joy that's been erased
I've never felt so separated, disconnected, and so hated
I feel nothing from the things that surround me
So what does it matter if I give nothing back?
I don't feel anything
Help me feel anything; anything at all
What do You see in me?
I don't see anything
What do You see in me?
Was I worth the cost?
I know how it goes, "Your debt's paid in full"
But how can I hold on when I sink down this low?
I can't bear the weight of all my mistakes
Can You take them from me or am I too late?
God, I need some sympathy
I need some direction in front of me
A guiding light; a flicker of hope to take me back to the life I know
God, I need You now