I never thought I'd find myself in this nightmare
Lead astray by your embrace, I need to decompress
I'm not strong enough to resist,
No matter how long I've suffered through it
It never goes away
Your memory's fading now
The recollection of your warmth,
A pyre dying out
You were the torch I used to light my way,
But we watched the embers flicker off into the cold dark
I built a coffin made for two
Addicted to the thought of you
I swore this time would be different
Bury me, drown me in the dirt before this can get worse
Bound by habit, I am weaker than I think
Break this pattern before it swallows me
It never brings relief
Bound by habit, we are weaker than we think
I'm not strong enough to resist,
No matter how long I've suffered through it
It never goes away
Your memory's fading now
The recollection of your warmth,
A pyre dying out
You were the torch I used to light my way,
But we watched the embers flicker off into the cold dark
Whatever helps you sleep at night
Whatever makes this easier to live with