Coolboifresh - 7am Lyrics

Mind racing don't really know where it starts
Im standing outside the telly while battling all my thoughts
Im thinking about the rain and wondering why it falls
Carefully make incisions and slither into my heart
This is my description
Of how my life is going down
This is my edition
So don't you f*cking make a sound
I take my own prescription
Vitality has came around ill be forever lifted
But being high don't help the downs no.
You told me what you need ill be there for sure
Its all a game to you but me its so real
You told me that I was only yours for sure
You didn't have to lie to me I felt that for real
This the realest shit I wrote
All the shit I been through really this the realest shit I spoke
Cool with all my ex's so that means you've made an exit too
Execute it quickly move through oppositions swiftly
Cause I learned and I got older
I got smarter I got bolder
And my hearts been really damaged so that means that I got colder
Only do this for my momma and my brothers im they solider
Im the image of a demon and a preacher moving boulders
And im only 19 I got the world right on my shoulders
Don't complain I keep it moving always training my composure
Under pressure the adrenaline I swear it takes me over
If they hate it means they love it I remember grandma told me
Yea she told me
Boy you gonna be someone gon be somebody
Boy you gonna be someone gon be somebody
You just gotta take your time keep your eyes on the morning
You just gotta keep that grind keep the grind till the morning
Swear I don't feel myself I don't feel my body
All I do is feel alone I don't feel no loving
Ion even love myself Ion have no love in
Running deep in my thoughts too deep im falling
Fall
Ive been falling falling for a while
Still pick up my feet when I am down
Ive been grinding for too long right now
Its been way too long I cant stop now