On Your Own Video (MV)

So this is what it's like
To be on your own
Nobody really cares
When you're all alone
I dreamed about this moment
For way too long
I'll tell you if I find
What I've been looking for

What I've been looking for
I'll tell you what I'm looking for
What I've been looking for
I'll tell you if I find
What I've been looking for

Gimme 10 seconds
While I regurgitate
All my confessions

Monotone meditate
Borrow ten blessings

Till I feel I could fly
Shoot myself to the sky
Thank the lord
I'm alive

Falling down crashing
Feel ya throat swelling up
Minor reaction
When you can't feel enough
Need a distraction

Anxiety multiply
Gotcha ready to cry
Gotcha wanting to die

But why you acting all discrete
Like you ain't about to press delete
And accept defeat
See
Maybe you don't realize what's going on
But the world's got a much bigger plan
If you carry on

It's okay if you ain't sure about it
Honestly wouldn't trip if you doubt it
Just believe it gets better than this
Cuz we all rather have you exist

So this is what it's like
To be on your own
Nobody really cares
When you're all alone
I dreamed about this moment
For way too long
I'll tell you if I find
What I've been looking for

What I've been looking for
I'll tell you what I'm looking for
What I've been looking for
I'll tell you if I find
What I've been looking for

You sit around guessing
When's it's all gonna stop
Till you're mad stressing
Feel a vein bout to pop
Need a refreshing

Head is flooded with fears
Holding back every tear
Till ya faith reappears

But if I'm still around
When sky falls down
Imma get off the ground
Imma make shit count
Yeah
I'll pretend like I ain't in a dark cloud
Run away from the pain
'Til it runs out

What if everybody was
Afraid of their shadow
Waking up and getting out of bed
Half the battle

Maybe none of it was
Meant to be
Or maybe it was
All a dream

I dream another life to be
But when I dream I'm asleep to the life I see

Figure out In this life
Is it right for me?
Wide awake
I can hardly sleep