HerStory Video (MV)

How could u talk about pain when u the one who changed
Quit question my actions u dont really deserve me
Muthaphucka u said u be here

But u never worry or answer when I call
Lost my grandpa,and step moms while being witchew
If this relationship never happen this wouldn't even be a issue
We lost a kid... u ain't shed a tear,tell me u really care
Cried in yo momma arms while u watched dont pretend to be sad now
You probably wanting it all to end
I know I got secrets but since when has life been fair
Dont compare me to bitches u dated
Dont compare me when its complicated

I know I lie but u forgive me I dont mean what I'm saying when im upset...
You always push me to say things tht I know that I'll regret

Last night I didnt come home, I was out with family
Believe me or not who else gone make u happy, Nobody nigga
Check my phone I'm texting nobody nigga

I been drinking some liquor, I know the I told u stopped
But I can't help but remember, my past

Stopped taking meds a while back, felt free at last
I thought
But I dont wana live, I been wearing a mask
I said dont wana live sorry for wearing a mask